Anonymous Notes

Rumination

Value Systems, Compromise and the Moral High Horse

The terms civilization and culture together bring out the need for approval of individual actions from a group of peers. This when left to develop enough leads to a moral code. Which in essence is the opposite of barbarianism/animalistic tendencies.

So here we are with a moral codes which extend from ethics to conscience and consequentialism to guilt. This gives us a egotistical high ground from which to look down upon the rest of the universe. Once we finds ourselves on this imaginary pedestal there is nowhere to go but down. Let me elaborate.

In work life or in personal matters we take the moral code to be universally applicable but this will conflict with sel-interest and desirable outcomes. At this point we are left with an option to loosen the moral code (bend so to say) or forgo personal gain. As can be noted from the quote

Let he/she who is without any flaws or sins ‘cast the first stone

All of us have made these compromises at various points in time. But this code is usually so much a part of our existence that life without appears to be an impossible commodity. But then again moral codes are flexible (after all they can be bent :-) ) but it’s like segments of a rubber band. If you pull on one side the other will tighten and resist more. Or as Newton put it once. For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction, Well in this case opposite but not really equal. I do not mean to say that we always have a looser moral code as we progress through life. But it allows modification within limits. Of course socio-economic conditions play a major role but, Individuals do have a level of control over it.

For those of you who read this far hoping I’d get to the point. Well there isn’t any just an observation, at best astute , at worst a foregone conclusion.

Next Generation Tele-Marketing

I had an interesting phone conversation today.

It all started with a missed call on my mobile a couple of hours back. it rang a couple of times and stopped as soon as I got near it (Murphy at work). I had a few things to do immediately so I gave a call back a few minutes back whence I am promptly greeted by — Insurance company.

The telemarketers seem to have found a new way of cost cutting. The female voice on the other end now asked me if I could spare a few moments. I politely replied that I was indisposed at the moment and they should call me back later (Like hell they should)

I m not quite sure if this has any relation to the wrong number/prank calls I got over the last couple of months. The usual pattern of these went.

1. I pick up the phone
2. A pleasant female voice says hello from the other end
3 I say Hello
4. The voice turns unpleasant and starts scolding me in Kannada(at least I think it was that) as if I am the husband who got drunk and didn’t come home last night

*%$#@*^%#
Life is Beautiful

Another Era gone by

Being full of C%$# is the usual state of affairs these days. I just saw that if you search for
somalian “run over by a tsunami”
on google you will end up on my home page. which is cool as well as scary at the same time.
I finally turned 23 this month (which makes it sound as if I was just waiting to turn 23) and each oncoming Birthday is no longer the wait for a cake (there was cake though, and a good one too).

Some of the guys got together and threw me a surprise birthday bash. More on that here
http://sridharv.blogspot.com/2005/03/happy-birthday.html
and here
http://disasterzone.blogspot.com/2005/03/megalomania-happy-birthday.html

In the mean time I’m just chilling out and taking life easy for a few days to come up with a brilliant and devious plan to subvert the world
more on that here
http://ned.ucam.org/~sdh31/misc/destroy.html#methods

I guess I don’t have much more to say except I’ll again try to write in soon

Boooring

I have had very little sleep in the last week so this post might be boring, mindless, deadening, dull, ho-hum, irksome, slow, tedious, tiresome, wearisome, unmindful, forgetful, etc.

I think I should give up on trying to get into a day schedule since it never works out for me. On a typical (not atypical) day I come to office around, during or after lunch. After which time most of the time is spent trying to figure out when where and how to go to dinner. Around 10 pm on an average we (me and some other blokes I don’t really know but might deny not knowing at a later date) head out for dinner which is a lengthy drawn out affair.

Recently this has taken a turn for the better since the cook came into the picture now we wait for the cook to call before figuring out where to go for dinner. so what used to start at 8:30 now starts at 9:30 and ends at 12 instead of 11. I can see the time saved in that…..

Apart from that I have decided to join French Classes the only problem that I see is that I’ll have to move to a Day schedule, Which I was saying is not easily acheived. Or in other words easier said than done or like the 2 birds in the bush compared to the one in my refridgerator or like any other old indian(red not east) saying.

Anyways the culmination of this post isin the fact that I decided to write in daily (just like my day schedule decision). So here I am writing in to yet another blog on the niternet like so many people stuck in a somalian desert being run over by a Tsunami whilst standing in knee deep mud fishing for pork chops. Cya

The Human race

A good long break (all of 2 days) from the PC did me a lot of good. I had been almost glued to monitors for the last coupla months. too much work load or whatever.
Anyway, it’s amazing how out of sight need not always mean out of mind. Everything pushed out of immediate attention still governs our actions in our sub-conscience. to begin with people have a tendency to have a sub-conscience in the first place. I have noticed that however stony and distant someone might seem. They always harbour a streak of righteousness. How his/her actions manifest to support, ignore or defy this sub-conscience is what gives different appearances to different people. For example: A beggar comes up to your car window begging for alms. The different possible reactions are

  • pretend not to see or ignore and justify your action by telling yourself or your companions that the beggar would do a decent days work if he/she did not receive alms from people
  • give something to the beggar
  • Irritate the beggar (by taking his/her begging bowl or picking a fight: beleive me I have seen this happen)

Now beleive it or not all these actions show similar traits in human beings. I am usually a member of the first group but I know in the back of my mind there is the thought that maye I should have given something to the beggar. (all the so called lectures on those less fortunate may have rubbed off).Their righteousess stems from having done the expected (right) thing. They do not want to be morally held responsible for not having done the right thing.

The person who gave something to the beggar is in a group which clearly reflect their thoughts by their actions. Their righteousness stems from acceptance of their role in society and the upliftment of the masses.

The third groups is the most complex of the lot. Their actions stem from their irritation from the presence of the beggar in the first place. Their Idea of righteousness is directed in a more general fashion. They beleive in righteousness for all humankind and do not see the beggar as having earned his/her position.

now such underlying thoughts may seem varied and distinct but really each is stemmed from righteousness. similarly other distinct emotions expressed to situations are usually motivated by similar driving factors underlying in our psyche.

That is the reason that the overall ideas of the human race has not changed a lot over time. Honour, Sincerity, Love for mankind, etc. are ingrained into our society. And in the end these are the threads which seem to be holding this so called civilisation together.